C-H-S

myspace.com/chsandtrom chs.bilddagboken.se Everythings a little bit better than it used to be. I have updated with some new images on my site, some of them are taken in-game, with a digital camera, in Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots. I am currenlty writing on a material for a new short. Very excing times. I am also a little bit fond of this girl, Alex, or as she is commonly called; Mini! She's a bit short, but still a handful. She has given my life a new light.

In the moment a new script is being written! A story about an accident that determines the faith of a young man and his life. The movie will be pre-produced the coming weeks, and shot Mars-April! This is mind-erasing therapy, giving me time to ponder the never ending questions! "And how childish to be a part of such BS about me telling others that I love someone else. This has only one meaning, i.e. care! But I don't give a shit anymore! There all the same, and they can all go to hell!" - Wicker Today me and Alex rented two movies, and tried to accomplish something with the screenplay! It is hard, but so is life... I know, and I for one

I miss her so damn much! I can't stop thinking about her. She never understood that she meant so damn much to me, and I took her feelings for granted. I had everything in the palm of my hand, and threw it all way... what a fucking asshole I am. I got what I deserve... She is the only girl that I have loved so much... I just wish she could understand that, and forgive me... I am so sad... I do not know what to do now... Can you please forgive me darling!? I love so you damn much... I can never forgive myself for being an asshole...